Socialista?

Going home from work, me and my carpool buddies where talking about the kind of music we like, i pulled out my old cd and played my music... DMB... ahhh , the good old days. Sang with my music all the way home.

I got here and got a chance to go online, checked mysfaceter.com and saw all my friends posting new pictures of parties and travels they've had and gone to. I suddenly realized all I ever post nowadays are pictures of my son. I'm not saying that's a bad thing. I love my son to death, but I did feel a sting... and I stopped.

Blank face. Sad face. Thinking face. Sad face again. Worried face. Then sad face again.

Realization.

Where did my social life go? What happened to me? Have I been working too hard? Does my marraige have anything to do with this? Motherhood perhaps? I thought again and scanned facebook... I had married and friends with children... they had interesting posts. Then why? What and how did this happen?

Times like this I miss being single. Only because I remember the things I was able to do then, places I could have gone to but didn't. I should have traveled more. I should have gone out more. Attend more parties, events. I should let myself go do some of those things again.

I wonder if I can? My husbands like staying home and I sometimes do too. But there are times when I just wanna go out and have fun; alcohol not a requirement but is ofcourse welcome. I just like the company of my friends and aquintances, hang out talk about common interest, plan events, attend cos plays but mostly just hang. I don't have that... anymore.

My space is very limited to work and home. I wake up, go to work, go home, sleep then go to work again. Routinary, monotonous, boring.

I used to just go. Go where i'm needed, go where they go. Just go, you know?

I guess responsibility does this to you. I wonder when I grew up? I miss being young and wreckless, unpredictable, spontaneous...

I'm gonna be thinking about this today.

A few stolen moments...

Ok here's the deal.

I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET!

I have been living my life without internet and who would have thought it can be done... but here I am surviving... nabubuhay sa mga nakaw na sandali. It all started when I got myself into my relationship with my husband. When we started dating my affair with my pc died.

I miss the internet. I'll be moving back to my parents house, more like taking over actually. But that's a whole different story that I will be telling you about soon. Notice the word SOON. First thing I'm gonna be doing is to hook me up with internet.

I have been keeping tab of things, significant and not so significant details of my life its either written down in paper or saved in my pc. I'll be posting them here soon. I know no one really reads my blog, but that's fine. This is for my own pleasure and sanity. I miss writing... I miss reading.... Growing up, being responsible not so good for the artist in me.

I am keeping it alive though. I wanna keep my creative juices flowing. I'm never great at anything in particular, I don't think, but I can settle for good at somethings. Jack of some traits and a master of none. hehe...

Listen to me babble and ramble on just about anything that goes thru my head. I just wanna keep you posted I guess. I'd like to type some more but I don't have a lot of time. We're just visiting and it so happens no one is using the computer and so here I am hoping I could write a decent enough entry to post.

Here are just a few things to look forward to:

• My son's birthday
• My new job (not so new anymore)
• My thoughts on the twilight series
• My violent reaction to the shopaholic movie adaptation
• Things I'd like to teach my son.
• How much I adore Jason Castro
• The commoners
• Few things I miss.
• Update on my dear dear friends.
• Things I can't say out loud
• My Son again.
• What I love and hate about the new me (yes, there is a new me)
• Being a wife
• Being a mother
• How many "kasambahay" I've had
• The take over.
  

to sum it up syempre the good times and the bad times.

I can't to post it all here. Sana March na! Maybe people will start reading my blog if I write more and post more... who knows I might even learn how to put adds and stuff, and actually earn some money from my writing.

I'm gonna stop here now, but i'll be back.

I can't wait for March...